I do not always say what I mean or mean what I say, I am a hypocrite.
I am inconsistent with my actions and sometimes with my thoughts, I am flawed more than I am perfect..
I smile because I feel have to but not because I want to and sometimes i show up for the same reasons.
My will is weak and my insight is almost gone..you wonder how long one such as me can go on. I am not alone there are more of me out there, we are merely misguided and on the wrong path. We pray Allahs light will shine on us and guide us home. Until then all we can do is make Dua to be one of those that are saved. Do not look at me in shame I came to you pure but you took me in deceit, your disease is not terminal and Allahs mercy will be our cure. I am sick of pretending we are cool, you Sir are not my friend you are a foe and the sooner I resist you the sooner the sooner I can finally go to a better place.That place promised to us by the Almighty One.
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